Private Dancer

Original Air Date: 11.12.04
Opening Song: "Animal" - Prick

I woke up to a dark and dreary, rainy sky, took my shower, ate some French Toast, and went to school.

The day started on a strange note. In the locker room, this fully-dressed guy was just staring at me, you know, just gazing at my bod. I felt kinda cheap but I went along with it ("Oh no, don't watch... oops, I've come undone... oh, I'm so embarrassed... Teehee") I was very pleased with myself 'cause I've got more stamina than my weightlifting buds; after our intense exercises and workouts, they're panting and weezing and I'm perfectly stable, not showing any fatigue whatsoever. They must hate me. Totally worth it.

I was so mad when Lela made fun of one of the guys for having a crush on Catherine (the other girl in our weight training class). It was so wrong, she said she was ugly and a lesbian. Well, Lela, I have some advice for you. Look in a mirror. Look at her. Who's the ugly one? To tell you the truth, Catherine has a great body and face but she isn't loud and defensive unlike some girls.

Later, I was called into the guidance office to talk to a counselor about the issues within the Band. Apparently, everyone's being called in one-by-one for a 3-minute interrogation which is probably useless because I think only four people are directly involved with the so-called "feud." The only example I could think of was Katie (flute) saying that the Pom Squad should have a weight limit and other rude comments (ironically, all from her).

Although it was raining I opted for a brisk walk home. But Shannon L and her mom saw me powerwalkin' along the highway and pulled over and picked me up. I didn't want a ride, especially since my house was only a block away! For the record, I didn't give up. Thanks Shannon.

What did I learn? Some people are so damn jealous of others that they become delusional. I mean, who is Lela to call anyone "ugly"? It's just laughable.